hello!

Momma's message that woke me up at 1am last night (I've been in France for like 11 months and my family still doesnt know -or realize or care- about the 5 hours time difference!): “Udah bayar BTA, toni jg ikut, placement test sabtu 18 juli, brg dia. Belajar yg banyak ya, Fisika Kimia Biologi Math biar sekelas dia Teh! Take care”

Dan gue ngga bisa tidur lagi, seperti biasa, bukan cuma karena gue emang gabisa tidur lagi kalo abis kebangun, tapi juga krn di otak gue tiba2 muncul banyak pikiran dan gue pengen bgt nelfon nyokap gue (which is ga mungkin, pulsa sekarat dan kartu telfon gue abis buat nelfon Disty) atau pengen ngoceh ngoceh sama siapa aja (ngga mungkin juga gue bangunin tmn gue, dan ngoceh pake bahasa lain agak susah dilakukan pada jam 1 pagi).

Yang ada di pikiran gue:
Emak gue ngapain bawa-bawa nama Tony? Tapi gue sih mau bgt sekelas sama Tony, since mungkin dia satu2nya org yang gue kenal.
“Belajar yg banyak ya” itu maksudnya apa??? First of all, otak gue udah TUMPUL. serius deh, gue ngerjain soal spmb (liat kunci jawaban tentunya) udah mau nangis (literally). Gue stress, ngga ngerti apa-apa, lupa semua. Setaun ini gue zonk ngga mikirin belajar sama sekali! Yang kedua, media belajar gue hanyalah buku soal SPMB ipa dan matematika. That's all. Gue butuh Pak Wicay, Pak Iman, dan Pak Mukti, dan Pak Hamid. Ketiga, gue lagi LIBURAN tolong ya, susah bgt buat buka buku ngerjain soal.
BTA ngapain sih pake placement test segala, iseng amat. Biar yang bego ngumpul sama yang bego, yang pinter makin pinter gitu? ADUH. Nasib gue gimana ini? Anw, ngaruh ngga sih tu test?
Tanggal 18 Juli adalah re-orientasi AFS gue di Wisma Handayani. Mana gue ikutan BTA?

Dan gue akhirnya gue ambil BTA 8 hari Sabtu. Tadinya mau BTA 45 tapi ngga jadi, soalnya mahal bgt dan total jamnya sama di BTA 8. Dan krn gue butuh les privat sama guru cina gue dari smp itu. Dan kata buku spmb gue, kalo cuma drilling soal-bahas ngga perlu bimbel. Oke gue tau itu ngga nyambung. However gue akan ambil BTA 8, les privat juga, CCF di salemba. Dan sepertinya gue harus mengubur keinginan gue untuk masuk Yamaha lanjutin piano gue. Gue jadi freelancer setaun deh, pas kuliah baru les lagi, mudah2an ngga terlalu telat. Hidup penuh pilihan ya kawan.

these few last days..

.. were pretty sad and amazing on the same time

After Jacky Day (where we can wear anything to school, and obviously we made such a mess at school) school was unofficialy ended, we didnt have many lessons left, and most student didnt come to school. I did, tho. I had classes, it was just like the other days. On wednesday me and my classmates did a kind of picnic with cookies and LOTS of cherries, then Thursday we went to the cinema watching a spanish movie from the Cannes Festival with Penelope Cruz in it. Weird movie, it was long and seemed to be never ending, and it had many naked and sex scenes too. bah. Then Friday we went to the park, and did another picnic. It was really nice, even though i got seriously tanned.
So friday was the last day at school. i thought i wouldnt cry- i didnt think i could even feel sad. but then i was wrong. i did cry. i hugged my friends, my classmates. i was really close to tears only last italian class when my teacher looked at me in the eyes and told me that it has been a great year with me, and that she thinks that i'm such a nice student. gosh no teacher ever told me that way. and later on me and my friends sat on the bench until 5pm, just doing nothing and cherishing the moment. then i went to the school ball, met some other friends, danced and talked. although there wasnt may people (only like 200 peep) it was pretty nice (and my hot guy wasnt there. anw, i KNOW his NAME. great. it's Paul). the bands are pretty lame, but the dj made it okay. then i went home at midnight and before that i hugged my friends that i thought i couldnt meet again, like Sonia and Nils and else. fuh i hate saying goodbye.

che casino!

i was going to post something on my blog when i realized that my folder containing all my writings are gone. DISPARU. ILANG. man! i have the 10 pages of my french year memoir and a story that i've been working on since 2008 (i had it like 50 pages) and theyre GONE now. and no, i dont have any backups. ARGH.

anw, i had Jacky Day today, it was a lot of fun! and i saw that hot guy, he wore an old lady dress and still put a hat and another Louis Vitton bag (i wonder how many LV bags he has, since he use them almost everyday to school) and then i saw him wearing a normal glasses, with rectangle lenses, that guy couldnt be any hotter trust me.

lots to tell, but i cant write right now, i'm too pissed off. seriously. I wrote my stories with all those details about UK and EU and else, and theyre gone. merde

see ya
xoxoxo
i hope i could find where my data has gone :(

4 juin 2009

remember the hot guy i've mentioned yesterday? today he was sitting infront of my table at canteen. oh my gosh i couldnt think, i was panicking he was just soooo gorgeous. seriously. eventhough he has a big tendency to be a gay. and i guess his gf (i hope she's not his gf! lol) knows that there'a a strange and weird indonesian girl who is crazy about this boy. yeah whatever.yeah, thats him on the pic. i know im such a pathetic stalker haha

anyway, i saw a pretty dress, peach with ruffles. so sweet. i hope my mum will let me use it to the prom bcos its kinda 'open' i mean it's a sleeveless dress. but soooo pretty. and i saw a nice pump heels too. i havent bought any. i'm still thinking. anyway i have silver heels at home, i dunno if it'll match the peach dress. if they match, maybe i'll buy that dress.

And i did my DELF test too. easy. i thought it'll be full of grammars bah. i'll take the level B1 and B2 when i come home.

thats all xoxoxoxo

i should've posted this one yesterday

i went to school this morning wearing my favourite skirt, blue top, and my prettiest shoes. it was cloudy all day, and a lil bit windy. great. i was almost dying of the heat these past days. and after school it was raining. i got off the bus and walked home, the rain was kinda hard. i was all wet. my shoes are wet too. but i love rain. suddenly i wanted to cry. no, i wasnt sad. it's just crying in the rain seems soo dramatic like in movies. okay i know it's weird. i'm weird and i love dramatic things. i even throwed the K part of my necklace to the lake just to make it dramatic if i ever tell it to people, well i did that because i want to get rid of that part also. i wish i could throw that thing into the Seine river, it'd sound better and more dramatic. haha. anyway i still have the A part of the necklace eventhough i'm not wearing it at the moment. However, i dont post this one to tell you about my strange attitude but i want to share some of my random shots.

ciao!

bright sunshine and i'm all burned

iya ibu itu topless haha


i went to the 'beach' of Lac Leman on Wednesday. actually the beach is not a real beach. it's just the lakeside and there are some pools, nevertheless that's called a beach here. I finished school at 10, took the bus, and walked down to the lakeside. Then i arrived at the beach, paid the entrance fee, and walked around. it was my first time, so i was pretty much like a tourist. okay bref. than i swam for a moment, bought a super-expensive-panini (I should have brought my own sandwich!) bcos i was starving. then i sat on the ground. nope, i didn't want to have a suntan, I'm black enough you know. so i spent like one hour sitting doing nothing, seeing Switzerland afar, and then went home.

nah, the weird thing is i met my French teacher there. she was lying on the grass wearing swimming suit and eating apple. not that teachers are not allowed to swim, but it was just weird. i mean, you dont picture your teacher in a swimming suit and lying on the grass, do you? thank god it's france. i couldnt imagine seeing my indonesian teachers doing the same thing, it'd be awkward.

then when i was sitting back in the ground, i turned my head and see two nudists. two topless old ladies. i bet you've heard that French beaches are full of nudists. i didn't expect old ladies to be nudists (okay they still wore thongs), it was just weird seeing breasts being shown around. i told chantelle about these things and she said that she probably wont come to the beach, it's gross. but well there's a good thing, the pool guard was smokin' hot. yay. we'll go there next week maybe. anyway overall the beach was awesome, the scenery and ambiance you'll love it :)

okay that's all. now I'm sitting on the window, hoping for a wifi ( i take the neighbor's wifi connection lol), and actually skipping class. i don't have French class today, and i wag my physics class bcos there's a test (i can only come for 2 times per week, so i couldn't do much either. my schedule's a mess.) my next class is at 14h, still have plenty of time :)

bonne journee!

ps. untungnya sekolah disini gratis. jadi ga ada yang protes "udah disekolahin mahal-mahal juga!" haha